#4090

4090

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# story_of_failure_in_luv_but_not_
the_just_another_story
i wz 18 when i fall for a guy. jb
baat hui to pta chala he has a gf.
so i decided to move on. but then
he became intrstd in me. he
started flirtng wd me.perhaps he
dont want me to do so. he forced
me to meet him, go on a date or
go on a long drive. but i denied
evrytym. he used to say each n
evrythng to me which a boy says
to his grl. it continued till 6
mnths. one day i saw him wd his
gf. i cried a lot. he too was feelng
my pain. he said ""u knw i hav a
gf so u should nt talk to me its
gud for u, nw dnt txt me i too will
not."" i ws missing him bt i
agreed.
aftr 2 weeks he txt me again we
started chatng again. nd dis tym
we had sex chat. he again forced
me to meet him. so i agreed dis
tym. we met 3 times. i ws getng
more attached to him.
suddenly one day he says d same
thngs ""i dont want to betray my
gf stay away frm me dont txt me
ever n move on"" i pleaded him a
lot but he refused to listen a
sngle wrd. i feel so broken so
lonely dat tym.
it had been passed 4 months of
brkup as i started forgeting him,
he again came back wd apologies.
i forgive him nd accepted him.
after 2 months of patchup we
made out in his home when none
of his family membrs wz at home
for sum hours. i knw it ws beyond
the pale and iam feeling so
shamefull for dat. evryday i ask
myself y i've done dis ? how could
i ? am i a slut as i made out wd a
commited guy.
but d situation remaining d
same. yes he chats wd me but
dat is not enough coz he has no
feelings for me. he luvs her gf a
lot. and iam dying to talk to him
dying to hav a glance of him. coz i
really luv him wd evry broken
piece of my hrt."

# annie - value urself ur self pride
otherwise every one will start
taking advantake and will take u
for granted lyk he is doing taking
the advantage of ur weakness
every now and then so value ur
strength